• I don’t mean to be like that but it’s fucking true. It’s so depressing too when they’re like “oh wahh blah blah wah wah my panhandling spot!!!” - I don’t even want to be doing that shit in the first place, but I gotta survive, then you come out fighting with me like I care about it. Well it all just sucks and it feels like its never ending/there’s no way out. I think my programming might be the ticket out, but I gotta get focused and work like 24/7 until I get a job, and I’m not getting the commitment I need from Lisa on that end. I don’t know how many more times I can continue to repeat myself to her about how I need her to have some drive and moxy to want to get up and get out of this. I can’t keep trying to pull it from her or driving it out of her - it’s just getting to a point where I feel like I am at the end of the rope and that rope is getting a lot tighter. I don’t know if I can keep up this humiliation, defeat, and suffering for too much longer unless I can see that there is going to be a road up and out of this. I mean, it’s helpful I’m trying to make our living situation better when I get the money I won from the parlay, but then we are back to having everything else facing us - no money, its cold, people think we’re shitty.

Evening - [[Final Call for Focus!]] 18:55PM #final-call #focus

• So I have decided to start a new little game/tradition that will make things more exciting (hopefully) and turn it up a bit as the evening closes out. With two hours to go in the day, I need to push a couple buttons to turn things up from a 7 to an 11 baby! WOOOHOOO! YeeeaaaayyyaayyyaaaahhH!

• Here’s the deal:

  • I star the last three Focus Sessions, each thirty minutes apart from one another. logseq.order-list-type:: number
  • Each session focuses on one specific thing - project that is. logseq.order-list-type:: number
  • A task is one point, a task with mini-tasks is all those mini-tasks * 1 and the task doubles that number. logseq.order-list-type:: number
  • Finishing a project’s tasks is five points. logseq.order-list-type:: number
  • Finishing without anything left to do before all the time is up is 25 points! logseq.order-list-type:: number

TODO [[GeauxWeisbeck4.dev]] #digital-garden {{renderer(:todomaster)}}

• TODO Add content to Home page, style, and test
• TODO Add content to About page, style, and test
• TODO Add notes to wiki, style, and test
• TODO Add projects to portfolio, style, and test
• TODO Add posts to blog, style, and test
• TODO Add a journal section with components
• TODO Add a sprints section with components
• TODO Add a resources section with components
• TODO Add icons with Astro Icon
• TODO Add metadata and SEO component
• TODO Add personal data and links
• TODO Add stories section with components and stories
• TODO Update donation page, add posts about donation section, links to subscriptions and stuff people can buy, and share info about donations

TODO Create Content {{renderer(:todomaster)}} #content-calendar

• TODO [[Geaux Code Blog]] #hashnode
• TODO [[Dev.to Blog]] #programming
• TODO [[Medium Blog]] #writing
• TODO [[YouTube Channel]] #youtube
• TODO Newsletters
  • TODO Personal Newsletter Setup
  • TODO [[MEAN Stack Developer]]
  • TODO [[WeisMind]]

TODO Programming Books #programming-book {{renderer(:todomaster)}}

• TODO [[The Linux Command Line]]
• TODO [[The Linux Programming Interface]]
• TODO [[Data Structures the Fun Way]]
• TODO [[Data Structures and Algorithms in Python]]
• TODO [[Data Structures and Algorithms in JavaScript]]
• TODO [[Web Hacking 101]]
• TODO [[Software Design By Example | JavaScript]]

TODO Roadmaps #roadmap.sh

• TODO [[Go Lang Roadmap]]
• TODO [[Deno Roadmap]]

TODO Portfolio Projects

TODO REMEMBER TO CANCEL COURSERA

TODO Football Picks Database

TODO [[CS50 Harvard Course]]

TODO [[LinuxJourney]]

TODO [[Networking for Developers Course]]

DONE {{renderer(:pomodoro_eqjfz,90,1732114685803)}} Focus Session One

• DONE [[GeauxWeisbeck4.dev]]

• TODO [[CS50 Harvard Course]]

• TODO Learning

TODO {{renderer(:pomodoro_zeeev,90,1732147101293)}} Focus Session Two

• TODO Content {{renderer(:todomaster)}} #content-calendar

  • TODO [[Geaux Code Blog]] #hash-node
    • TODO Article about the nuest JavaScript framework
  • TODO [[Dev.to Blog]]
    • TODO Some cool thing
  • TODO [[Medium Blog]]
    • TODO Project Ideas

TODO {{renderer(:pomodoro_vyrlb,90,1732149028819)}} Focus Session Three

• TODO [[GeauxWeisbeck4.dev]] #digital-garden {{renderer(:todomaster)}}

  • TODO Add content to Home page, style, and test
  • TODO Add content to About page, style, and test
  • TODO Add notes to wiki, style, and test
  • TODO Add projects to portfolio, style, and test
  • TODO Add posts to blog, style, and test
  • TODO Add a journal section with components
  • TODO Add a sprints section with components
  • TODO Add a resources section with components
  • TODO Add icons with Astro Icon
  • TODO Add metadata and SEO component
  • TODO Add personal data and links
  • TODO Add stories section with components and stories
  • TODO Update donation page, add posts about donation section, links to subscriptions and stuff people can buy, and share info about donations

TODO {{renderer(:pomodoro_hiapq,90,1732149025206)}} Focus Session Four

• TODO Learning

[[Geaux Code Blog]] #hashnode

• Trying out the new JavaScript framework Nue